My mind is going to bad places. I'm tired all the time. I don't have motivation. I don't enjoy things. I barely even sing anymore (which, if you knew me, you'd know I love more than anything). I hardly even listen to music. I'm finding it so hard to care about anything. I'm thinking about cutting again. I know I shouldn't, but I don't care. I just think it might make me feel better. Calmer. But then, I am calm. I'm perfectly calm. I'm too calm. I feel like I'm brain dead.
I just want to sleep. Go to sleep and stay asleep, and not wake up til I'm 25.
I'm so sorry you're feeling like this, sweetie.. Feel free to message me on MPA or something if you need someone to talk to.
ReplyDeleteThank you. I may take you up on that next time.
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