Fasting

I'm attempting my first real fast today. Nothing but beverages. I had a dairy free coffee drink this morning (Stupid me forgot to look at the label so I don't know how many calories >.< ), and now nothing but water for the rest of the day. Maybe I'll have a diet soda or some tea later. I'm going to my boyfriends house later, so that will be tough, but I'll just tell him that I don't feel good. That should work.
This is my first real fast. I used to make sure to fast for 12 hours every night, but I don't really count that. I'm only fasting for one day, but still. You have to start somewhere. I would shoot for two days but I don't want to push it, plus I'm going to a theatre workshop tomorrow and I'm going to need my energy for that.
So why now, after weeks of slacking and eating whatever I want, did I suddenly decide to fast? Well, yesterday, I felt great. I had an amazing day. Then this morning, everything went to shit as soon as I woke up. So I figured, fuck it. What's the point of trying to accept myself and be happy when I'm never going to get anywhere? Instead of trying to like myself the way I am, I'm going to try to turn myself into something I like. It seems a lot more logical to me.
So here I go. My first ever fast. I'll try to post tomorrow or tonight about how it went, along with my CW. (Somewhere in the 120 range, but idk where). Wish me luck.