So here's the thing...

I still live at home. It sucks, but I just don't have the means or the resources to move out at the moment. And my mom is fat. Not just by ana standards-she's literally obese. And she cooks. So I'm stuck eating the food she makes, with absolutely no idea of how many calories are in it. It's terrible.
I think I did okay yesterday. After I posted, I didn't eat til dinner, but dinner was chicken pot pie. Ughhhhhhh. I had one piece, and I was done eating by seven, so I had plenty of time to digest, but still, I hate not knowing my intake for the day. It sucks.
I think I'm going to have to have a pretty high intake for the day. But as I'm still working my way back down to restricting, I think that's okay. Besides, having varied intakes keeps your metabolism up. We'll see how it goes.
In other news, I'm looking into corset training. The website Corset Story is having a few sales right now, so I think I'm going to try it. I researched a ton, so I know how to do it safely, and I think it will really help with my waistline. Not to mention it makes it harder to eat, so it'll be even easier to eat less and less. :) I can't wait to start. I just need to order the ones I want first.
Other than that, nothing much is happening. I've been making sure that no matter what, I'm doing planks every day, and my belly is getting flatter. And my legs are slowly getting slimmer. But no matter what I do, I can't get my arms to shape up! They're so flabby, and it's disgusting. But I won a free givaway of these toning beauty products, so when they arrive I'll try them out and see if it helps. :/
It's just tough doing all this when I'm stuck at home in the lair of obesity. Everyone in my family is overweight and they all have terrible relationships with food. They eat so much, it's disgusting. And when I eat a normal amount, they think I'm crazy because I'm not stuffing my face. I can't tell them this, I just have to work around it. Hopefully I'll be getting out sometime this year. Until then, I just have to hide shit. It sucks. I don't even own a scale. I use my boyfriends whenever I go over there. In fact, I'm going over there tonight, so I'll post stats either tonight or tomorrow.
I guess that's it for now. I'm at work, but it's dead, so I'm going to catch up on homework. Stay strong everyone. Stay skinny. <3

Fun fact: A scientist did a study to prove that lower calories is the key to losing weight, so he ate a super low calorie diet of junk food like twinkies and shit, and he lost 20 pounds...just sayin...