Saturday, February 24, 2018

Why am I still here?

Here. This blog. This life.
I always come back here. I always sink this low again, no matter what.
I don't even know what is wrong with me. I don't know why I can't just be happy and stay happy.
It's not a food things this time. I'm just so fucking lonely. I have so much going on in my head and I can never talk about any of it. Every time I do talk about it, something bad happens. I've gotten good at hiding it. Choking it down.
I just don't know what to do. I'm trapped.
Probably just going to get drunk tonight

2 comments:

  1. I missed reading your blog but I'm back!(I used to run A petal in the wind)I hope to see you post again. Stay strong xoxo

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  2. In as much as it seems you're alone, there is hope. And there are people who will listen and offer up arms to fight in your battle for a perfect soul. Keep your chin up, your highness. There is always a place for a princess in the kingdom.

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